Justina: Coming Out Stories | 30 Days of Pride – Day 75 min read

Justina - 30 Days of Pride

Welcome back to 30 Days of Pride. Today, Justina has a few stories about coming out to herself, her friends, and her family that she’s kind enough to share with us. Let’s celebrate pride month and coming out with her!

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High school has truly been a life changing experience for me. Until 9th grade came around, I always liked boys. I hadn’t even thought about my sexuality. I guess I just always thought I was straight. All that changed as I entered high school. It was like a flip had switched, I started looking at people differently. By that I mean, I stopped having crushes on boys and instead started having feelings for girls. It scared me so much at first. I was so confused as to why all of a sudden this was happening.

For six months, I questioned myself. That may not seem like a long time for some of you, but for me, it felt like forever. I needed to know who/what I was. I was constantly watching coming out stories on Youtube, Googling Am I Gay? quizzes, and thinking about how I felt for girls. Then, towards the end of March of 2016, I was sitting on my couch, and it hit me: I’m gay. I started crying right away, I was so happy to finally realize it. A few days later, one of my friends messaged me, telling me she’s bi. So, I came out to her, along with a few other friends, and it spread from there. I was then out at school, I didn’t care who knew.

Fast forward about a year, is when I came out to my mom. We were in the car driving back to her house. She started talking to me about sex and how I should tell her when I start having it so I can be put on birth control. I interrupted her with “Mom…about that…,” then I started crying, and she got very concerned. After a couple of seconds, I just told her that I’m gay. She was very supportive and didn’t even hesitate before she said that’s fine. Then, about a year later, my sister started dropping hints that she knew I’m gay. I didn’t actually come out to her, but she’s been super supportive anyway, and I’m grateful for that. Since LGBTQ+ people never stop coming out to people around us, I told a few co-workers and my band teacher, and everyone has been totally great about it. I can even make gay jokes around all them, which is how you can tell I’m comfortable around you.

Last, but not, least, I came out to my dad on May 16, 2019, and I’m writing this on May 26. I was scared to tell him because a few years ago, things happened that made me think it’d go badly. But, it went great, and this is the longest story of them all.

So, at school, I am a library aide for one class period during the day, and a couple of weeks ago, I made an LGBTQ+ book display. It is beautifully set up. On my high school’s Facebook page, they posted about it, so of course, I had to share it. My dad saw that I shared it right away and asked what all the letters meant so I told him, and he was like okay and we moved on from it.

Something about that hit me as I was sitting on the couch internally freaking out because I knew that night I was going to come out to him. So, about 15 minutes went by, and he went into bed, so I did too. But I still hadn’t told him. While in my room, I was calming myself down and telling myself, “If I go to his room now, I will tell him.” That’s exactly what I did.

Justina's Book Display - 30 Days of Pride
This is the book display I mentioned earlier that I made. I’m super proud of it.

I walked to his room, sat on the bed, started crying, and said, “I have something to tell you, but I’m scared.” He told me to go on, so I said: “I’m gay.” The couple seconds of silence that followed was torture before he said: “Okay, and?” I told him I had been scared because of the thing that happened a few years prior, and he explained that that had been a completely different situation and he’s grown since then. I was so overwhelmed with relief. I said thank you and laid my head on his side, and he put his arm around me, and we talked for a couple of minutes. My favorite part is when he told me if I ever grow out of it, that’s fine, and if I don’t, that’s fine, too. I know I won’t, so I told him I want him to be okay with it if I don’t. He said, “If I’m not, oh well. I can’t change you or how you feel.”

I’m so happy everything has gone so well so far, and I know everything will be okay from now on, whether or not people accept me. I am incredibly proud to be who I am, and no one can ever stop that.


Hello! I’m Justina Hallett, a lesbian YA book blogger. I love reading, blasting music in my headphones, and spending time with friends. I take pride in anything I create, and I love to make people smile and laugh. I love life.

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